SUNDAY REHEARSAL..

Ok Sundays rehearsal started what 2-3 hours late but we still managed to run through act once and two, without realli stopping . From this i felt a lot better about the performance. Seeing how it all came together and how everyones character development was paying off was really great. From the rehearsal it was made obvious to me that i would need to produced a running sheet for myself including all entries and exits, from what side (real world or circus) and costume changes. If this was not done i could just see a disaster waiting to happen ( even tho one happened wed. but i shall speak about that lata)

Macey was also giving us our mock mark on the day and after the rehearsal i wasnt feeling so confident it my own performance.. thinking i would most likely get a C. Its the feeling of not thinking i was ever going to get there that was upsetting me and thinking that all the hard work i had put in would be for nothing. I know myself as a performer and the the lion tamer scene is not a scene i can do in the way the script is wanting it done. My pathetic attempted of a 'ggrrrrr' bout ppl 2 tears of laughter well maybe but it was pretty funni actualli pretty sad! lol! Neways Macey made it clear that knowing myself as a performer can sometimes be a good and a bad thing, knowing that i cant pull the roaring off with out laughing, being distracted or lookin like a complete fool is a good thing! But not being able to make the scene wat it should or could be because i kno myself as a performer is a bad thing! Being able to streach yourself and going out of ur comfort zone is something i may need 2 work on although i feel like i have managed 2 do that when dancing in ariel ballet when talkin about wanting 2 be air!